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Sunday, November 3, 2013

The Andis Kaulins in China Weekly: October 28 to November 3, 2013

Gratitude:  I have oh so much to be thankful for that I don't know whom to thank and what to thank them for. I will mention that I am extremely grateful that a Muslim Noodle House has opened forty feet from the entrance to our school. I also wish to publicly thank a student named Sonia who bought me lunch there. [Sonia makes me think of a Sinatra song that goes as follows: So you meet someone who set you back on your heels? Goody Goodee!]

Acknowledgement: I should stop making vows to myself because I immediately assume that I have kept my vow. For example, I will say to myself that I will never lose my temper ever again and I will just keep it in check. Reality is that the vow is broken within two weeks or at the first hint of tribulation.

Requests: I ask for your forgiveness.

The AKIC Week in Brief: Another dull week in Akicistan (AKIC-i-stan). Here are the few highlights: Jenny, Tony & I posed for family portraits on Monday but Jenny thought the photos taken were horrible. On Thursday, I agreed to move out of my solitary office at school and back to the room with the rabble that is that other foreign trainers who I don't talk to at all. Saturday, we found our e-bike knocked on its side after having had dinner at the Wanda Plaza. Sunday, I went out with the trainers to help send off a trainer who the school is letting go. After hearing of the death of Lou Reed, I listened to a lot of his music on my Ipod.

About AKIC: If you want to learn what Andis & AKIC are all about, you can visit here.

If there are things about AKIC you don't know about, like places and people I mention in the entries below, you can go here to find out what they are all about.


AKIC Weekly Features:

I in in China!  我很喜欢新疆的菜。我觉得它是很好吃。我觉得很多外国人在中国是不好人。他们很喜欢念经女性。我不可以听的中文。

I am Canadian! I have heard about two fat Canadian guys fighting for their reputations. One is Mike Duffy, a media guy who turned Senator and who is said to claimed too much money from the public tit for travel expenses. The other is the mayor of Toronto, Rob Ford, who is said by the police to have been caught on video smoking crack cocaine. And speaking of fat guys, there was this guy from Ontario who worked at our school for a short time..... The whole time with that person only showed that there is no paradises to be found on earth. Guys like that operated on the assumption that there were.

I am Latvian (sort of)! Andis is a Latvian name. My son Tony has a Latvian middle name: Arnis.

Wuxi Peach Maoists Update: Visit here to find out how if your Peach Maoists (0-7-1) have finally won a match-up.

Politically I am Conservative/Reactionary! The Democrats as well as their leftist brethren in non-American countries are almost beyond redemption. They have nothing intelligent or compelling to say about anything. Unfortunately, Republicans and their ilk in non-American countries are of sort who should know better, but who one would think don't know better when you judge them by their actions and cowardly compromises.

I teach English! So often, I have to explain to the students that they use “too ___” expressions in the wrong way. When you say a thing is too big, you are saying that you want the thing to be smaller. You are not saying that you are impressed by the bigness of the thing when you say “it is too big” -- in that case, you should say it is very big.
I am not a freak! But then why is it that I have clammed up at work? To make an effort to be sane in this world is to appear to be a freak.
I like to Read! Here is what I had been working my way through the past week:
Don Colacho's Aphorisms.  There are 2,988 of them in this book that I compiled for myself.  I try to read at least one aphorism a day.  I cut and paste the better ones -- they are all profound actually -- and I put them in the AKIC Weekly. (See below)
The Niomachean Ethics of Aristotle. Now that I have finished the Catechism, I will read this and then begin to read the Summa. I have cut and pasted a quote below that I very much need to heed.

Ulysses by James Joyce.  I am following along with Frank Delaney as he slowly guides podcast listeners through Joyce's hard-to-read novel.  Delaney figures he will have the whole novel covered in about 22 years.  Delaney completed episode #177 this week and is working his way through the chapter that introduces Leopold Bloom. I am getting ahead of Delaney as far as reading the book.  I will be finished my reading of it, I figure, in a year. I read the novel despite its many blasphemies. It is best to be aware of this stuff because the world is full of it, and the world will always find a way of slapping you in the face with it

The Holy Bible King James Version.  I have decided to change the version of the Bible I am reading. I read a comment on the David Warren website stating that the KJV was heretical. That may be overstating it, but since I was in Genesis anyway in the KJV, I don't see the harm in switching to a more Catholic Bible. I have to admit that sometimes the grammar of the KJV confuses me, particularly the pronoun referencing. I will read either the RSV-C2E (which I got via torrent) or the Douay-Rheims which I got via Project Gutenberg, or maybe both.

Mao Zedong: Man, Not God by Quan Yanchi. A Hagiography given to me by a local.

Quo Vadis by Henrik Sienkiewicz. Finished. One of the first Catholic novels if my source on the Internet is to be believed. It takes place at the time of Nero; and the Apostles Paul and Peter are featured as characters in the novel as well. The Christians are subjected to cruel tortures and death by order of the Emperor.

Civilization: The West and the Rest by Niall Ferguson. I found this book on the Internet after I had read Ferguson's nice little scride against Paul Krugman. In this book, Ferguson compares developments in the West since 1500 with the rest of the world. It is a very libertarian take on history.

Iron Curtain by Anne Applebaum. What struck me about Applebaum's account of the early years of the Iron Curtain was reading about the efforts of the Soviets and their puppets to crush any kind of independent civil society outside the Communist party. They did it very quickly. Today in the West, there are many examples of this kind of crushing happening, though at a slower pace. In Canada they subsidize favoured organizations; and in America, there is Obamacare which threatens the freedoms of Catholic organizations. Here in China, however, despite the consumer freedom, the government frowns on any other independent organizations. In Wuxi, I see the Chinese going to shopping temples because they don't have much to do otherwise. If an activity is not arranged by their company or the government, they are probably not allowed to do it. The party needs to have its hand in everything just like in the West now, any independent organization trying to do some good has to register with the government.

I like to take photos
I publish them in the following blogs:  AKIC wordpress , TKIC blogspot, TKIC wordpress, Views of China from Casa Kaulins Blogspot and Views of China from Casa Kaulins Wordpress. It is my habit to take a least one photo of Tony a day and publish it in TKIC wordpress. I also try to capture interesting things that pass by the Casa Kaulins apartment, either on video on still image, and publish them in Views of China from Casa Kaulins.

I like to make videos

I like to cut, paste, and sometimes give my take on quotations:
Nicolas Gomez Davilla

422 To be Christians is to find ourselves before one from whom we cannot hide, before whom it is impossible to disguise ourselves. [Those who feel no need to accept their guilt should be ashamed of themselves.]

It is to assume the burden of the truth, no matter whom it injures.
[How do I deal with the truth of my situation. I keep my mouth shut.]

423 Man is more capable of heroic acts than of decent gestures.
[I take gestures in this aphorism to mean everyday common actions. People have a need to do things on the big stage and forget that they live in the commonplace, thus taking everything and everybody in their lives for granted. It would be a much better world if men were content with decent gestures.]

424 Modern man calls his ambition a duty. [Nothing is more annoying that people get high and holy about their business and even their interests. They feel entitled to put a chip on their shoulder and be rude and self-righteous to everybody because of their business.]

425 The preaching of progressives has so corrupted us that nobody believes that he is what he is, but only what he did not succeed in being. [So true. This corruption has ruined my life.]

427 The first step of wisdom is to admit, with good humour, that our ideas have no reason to interest anybody. [If I was wise, I would quit blogging.]

429 In the dismal and suffocating building of the world, the cloister is the space open to the sun and to the air. [Try as I might to cloister myself, the world still suffocates me.]

444 To make a catastrophe inevitable, there is nothing more effective than to call an assembly to propose reforms to avert it. [Cynical but true. I recall reading of the grand peace conferences that were held in Europe in the 1930s. Medals commemorating the events were minted.]

446 In this century of nomadic crowds profaning every illustrious place, the only homage a respectful pilgrim can render a venerable shrine is not to visit it. [In this day and age, there are businesses catering to these nomadic crowds so they can go on package tours. They profane the idea of travelling.]

455 To mature consists not in renouncing our desires, but in admitting that the world is not obliged to fulfill them. [Intellectually I am aware of this. I admit this. And I will confess that I spent a great deal of my life operating under the immature desires that Gomez Davilla talks of in the aphorism. However, I am not free of the physical immature desire and my mood is sour accordingly because of this inability to surgically remove the desire.]

456 To be intelligent in politics, it is enough to go up against a dumber opponent. [There is a reason the Republicans are the stupid party. Bad as Obama is, the Republican leadership are like deers in the headlights.]




David Warren:

...one has only to transfer to the political science department to find people who read Latin, Greek, French, German, Arabic, Hebrew, Syriac; are impressively acquainted with traditions ancient & mediaeval, & often contemptuous of Modern. [I would like to be a fly on the wall in such places. I couldn't take an active part, but they are the sort of people I would make an effort to get to know. What a wasted life I lead because I didn't know of these people earlier. In a way I was a victim of the the times I lived in.]

It is a point of pride, I confess, but I am a slow reader, and more generally a slow learner. A habitual, even willful slow-wittedness, was instilled in me at an early age, by a beloved teacher. Miss Quinn constantly warned her pupils against thinking too fast. A kindly if paradoxical woman, she would actually lay snares to entrap the smart, and took a strangely mischievous delight in the phrase, “The quick and the dead.” [The quick can look like they are winning debates, but winning a debate does not necessarily mean that the debate winner is the one who is closest to the truth. Not having debated much lately, I recall feeling like I was a slow wit in ones that I did have. Sometimes, I wish I could have been given a day or so to think through what someone had said to me. So often, thinking about what was said, I was able to find a flaw in the illogic of what was said to me but unfortunately it was far too late for me to achieve a rhetorical victory.]


Anonymous:
truthfulness, acceptance, patience, justice, reverence, loyalty, disinterestedness, asceticism, courage, kindness, understanding, courtesy, gratitude, unselfishness, recollection, silence, and justice before God

Aristotle. “The Nicomachean Ethics Of Aristotle.” Sulky men are hard to appease and their anger lasts long, because they keep it in. For so soon as we retaliate we are relieved: vengeance makes us cease from our anger, substituting a pleasant for a painful state. But the sulky man, as he does not thus relieve himself, bears the burden of his wrath about with him; for no one even tries to reason him out of it, as he does not show it, and it takes a long time to digest one’s anger within one’s self. Such men are exceedingly troublesome to themselves and their dearest friends. [I must heed all that is written here.

The AKIC List of the Week: AKIC's Top Ten All Time Canadians
  1. Preston Manning (There are two politicos on this list. Preston was the best Prime Minister Canada never had.)
  2. Mordecai Richler (Canada's best novelist ever.)
  3. Marc Steyn (Canada's best political commentator ever.)
  4. David Warren (Canada's best blogger ever.)
  5. Conrad Black (The only person on this list who has been to prison. Passionately hated by Leftists therefore he must have more virtue in his thumbs than they do in their whole over-inflated sense of their compassion.)
  6. Bobby Orr (It wouldn't be a list of top Canadians if it didn't have one hockey player on it.)
  7. Guy Lafleur (It wouldn't be a list of top Canadians if it didn't have one Canadien on it.)
  8. Deborah Gray (If wouldn't be Canadian if I didn't satisfy a quota. Here is the first great Canadian woman to come to mind. She was the first Reform Party MP.
  9. John Candy (He had a great screen personna.)
  10. Stephen Leacock (He is my favourite Old Canadian. He's a great reactionary writer as well as being absolutely hilarious.)

I fashion myself to be a 21st Century Pepys






Sunday, October 20, 2013

The Andis Kaulins in China Weekly: October 14 to October 20, 2013

Gratitude:  I have many things to be thankful for. Unfortunately for the sake of originality, they are the always the same things every week. But that is a reason to be thankful. The things that I can be thankful for are the permanent things, not the things that fly by for a night or so.

Acknowledgement: When I do these little headlines in the AKIC Weekly, I am often baffled as to what to put in them that might be original. So I acknowledge that I rarely have anything original to say. [ Gómez Dávila warns against making a purpose of it to think originally. More important, he says, just to think.] I also admit that I can be a despicable shit.

Requests: Email at andiskaulins@qq.com if you are a fan, or not a fan of my reactionary views. I only had one response to my request last week.

The AKIC Week in Brief: I was in a defiant, giddy, and depressed moods the whole week. Other than that, it was just another week of taking the bus to work and then taking the bus home. I had one original thought which I may publish one day in my anti-blog – something about Leftists and middle-of-the-roaders being more concerned with preserving the means than with ends. I also had an idea for the AKIC Weekly – Look below!

About AKIC: If you want to learn what Andis & AKIC are all about, you can visit here.

If there are things about AKIC you don't know about, like places and people I mention in the entries below, you can go here to find out what they are all about.


AKIC Weekly Features:

I in in China!  这个星期,我读了三本书。我和我的同事没谈。你问为什么?他们是不好人。

I am Canadian! One thing that I like about China is the fact that they don't have government liquor stores. Canada in theory is not Communist so why is it that in Communist China, you can buy beer at the corner store, but not in Canada?

I am Latvian (sort of)! I got a Latvian name. I gave my son Tony a Latvian middle name.

Wuxi Peach Maoists Update: Visit here to find out how if your Peach Maoists have finally won a match-up.

Politically I am Conservative/Reactionary! A victory for Obama is not a loss for Conservatives. It is a loss for civilized values. Although, I am optimistic that Obama's seeming victory in the latest debt ceiling showdown will turn out to a Pyrrhic. Obamacare is turning out to be an epic failure much faster than I expected.

I teach English! In my last class of the week, I had a student say “I have ever.” Why do they do that?
I am not a freak! Sure, I knowingly put myself in a situation that is freakish, but I am just living with the consequences of it.
I like to Read! Here is what I had been working my way through the past week:
Don Colacho's Aphorisms.  There are 2,988 of them in this book that I compiled for myself.  I try to read at least one aphorism a day.  I cut and paste the better ones -- they are all profound actually -- and I put them in my weekly blog entry. (See below)
Ulysses by James Joyce.  I am following along with Frank Delaney as he slowly guides podcast listeners through Joyce's hard-to-read novel.  Delaney figures he will have the whole novel covered in about 22 years.  Delaney completed episode #175 this week and is working his way through the chapter that introduces Leopold Bloom. I am getting ahead of Delaney as far as reading the book.  I will be finished my reading of it, I figure, in a year. I read the novel despite its many blasphemies. It is best to be aware of this stuff because the world is full of it, and the world will always find a way of slapping you in the face with it

The Holy Bible King James Version.   I have finished The General Epistle of Jude and am now reading the Book of Revelations.

Columns by Father Schall. I have been able to take all his archived writings and place them on the Dotdotdot app.

The Catechism of the Catholic Church. Finished reading it on Oct. 16th. Like Father Schall's writings, I had been able to place its contents on the Dotdotdot app. It is a great read. Very informative. Well written. Inspiring.

Mao Zedong: Man, Not God by Quan Yanchi. A Hagiography given to me by a local.

Quo Vadis by Henrik Sienkiewicz. One of the first Catholic novels if my source on the Internet is to be believed. I put the book on my Ipod, thinking I would read it when I didn't have access to my Ipad, but now I am reading it on my Ipad.

Memoirs of Life and Literature by WH Mallock. Finished reading it on October 15th. Another great book. I can't believe I hadn't heard of this writer till this year. He ends the book with some great advice about writing. I see that I will have to completely renounce any writing ambitions I have. I am not in this author's league when it comes to writing or thinking.

Royal Beatings by Alice Munro. I read this story just to see what the Nobel winning writer was all about. This story was rather grim.

The Columbia Anthology of Modern Chinese Literature edited by Joseph S.M. Lau & Howard Goldblatt. I am reading stories at random from this book. There is a story called Hands that I am quite taken with. I don't know why I didn't “pick up” this book sooner. Reading the few stories I have has told me more about China than reading a history ever could.

The Niomachean Ethics of Aristotle. Now that I have finished the Catechism, I will read this and then begin to read the Summa.

Why Paul Krugman should never be taken seriously again by Niall Ferguson. It is not a book but it is such a long piece that it might as well be one. A Nobel Prize winner was giving himself a super hero name. Krugnatron or something. For me, proof positive that Krugman was nothing but a Democrat Party hack occurred when he blood-libelled Sarah Palin after the Arizona shooting incident. In this piece, Ferguson gives many additional reasons why Krugman is a menace.



I like to take photos

I like to make videos

I like to cut, paste, and sometimes give my take on quotations:

Anthony Esolen: Racism: The contemptible belief that we should judge a man by the content of his character, rather than by the color of his skin. [LECTOR: Isn't this backwards? ANDIS: Yes but this is the updated modern definition.]

The wisest thing  Pat Buchanan ever said is, “Compromise is the surrender of fundamentals.” [I really enjoyed Pat's column about the conflict between Goldwater and Rockefeller Republicans. The Goldwater Republicans who stuck to their guns and principles won out in the end said Pat who sees the Tea Partiers as the people who will benefit when Obamacare goes to pot.]

W. H. Mallock
…, I have always felt that no man is fit to encounter an adversary's case successfully unless he can make it for the moment his own, unless he can put it more forcibly than the adversary could put it for himself, and takes account, not only of what the adversary says, but also of the best that he might say, if only he had chanced to think of it. [Sound advice.]

…Mr. Kidd had a semi-Socialist audience ready for him, who lived mainly by sentiment, whose sentimentalities had anticipated his own, and who were only waiting for some one from whom they might learn to sing them to some definite intellectual tune. [This is true of many political writers today.]

Aristotle
…Goodness is simple, ill takes any shape.”


Nicolás Gómez Dávila:
345 The modern sensibility, instead of demanding the repression of envy, demands that we suppress the object which arouses it.
346 The prejudice of not having prejudices is the most common one of all. [To my way of thinking, this ties in very well with my hatred of the term middle-of-the-road. People who use this term are trying to say their are unbiased and reasonable. In reality, the usage of this term betrays a lack of thought. For one thing, the middle of the road is not the place to be – you will get in the way of people travelling in either direction and impede them to no good end. For another, middle-of-the-road is used by left-wingers since their left-wing stance was thoroughly put into disrepute by the presidency of Ronald Reagan and the fall of the Berlin Wall. Furthermore, middle-of-the -roaders are declaring that they define themselves by what others think. They should really call themselves fence-sitters, and given their predisposition to justifying any kind of sexual depravity, they should be fence-post sitters with the fence-post being stuck in their you-know-whats.]
348 The soul that climbs to perfection often abandons the lands conquered down below, where subordinate demons install themselves, ridiculing and dirtying that soul. [My soul is far from perfect. To say this seems a truism, I know, but I need to say this lest any rare reader may think that I somehow think that I think that I have somehow ascended to perfection. I am in the process of ditching things, not because I have conquered them. Lord knows, I haven't conquered them and been repelled by them in my feeble and meek efforts to conquer them. I am the state of ditching the desire for them. It is a surgical operation involving complete amputations of demons.]
351 Resignation to error is the beginning of wisdom. [So true. I have been wrong on so many things. And plus, the age of prophets has passed.]
352 Questions only fall silent when faced with love. “Why love?” is the only impossible question. [This depicts my current existential crisis in a nutshell. I am stuck in a loveless age, a loveless culture, a loveless milieu. And I am fighting it with passive aggression.]
355 Modern individualism is nothing but claiming as one’s own the opinions everyone shares. [I notice this tendency a lot among Leftists. How often do they say that their opponents are unable to think for themselves. It is a common refrain among them.]

New Feature! The AKIC List of the Week: AKIC's Ten Most Frequently Visited Websites
  1. Essays in Idleness David Warren is a Catholic Reactionary of the worst kind. He is my favourite anti-blogger
  2. Duff and Nonsense My favourite blogger is English and no fan of the Barabbas Obama.
  3. Taki's Magazine Its writers are very un-p.c.
  4. The Catholic Thing A column a day of wisdom from the most inspirational site on the Internet.
  5. The Drudge Report I am never one to visit news site but I can't help but visiting this site when I am bored.
  6. Sullivan's Travellers My favourite blogger Alan Sullivan died a few years ago. He was an interesting fellow: an admitted homosexual who converted to Roman Catholicism late in his life after reading a column by David Warren. He mentioned my blog a few times and offered me best wished on my spiritual journey. Sullivan's Travellers is blog run by his rare readers. Sullivan did have as few rare readers as he pretended. I can rightly say I have rare readers.
  7. Crisis Magazine Another great Catholic site that I visit daily.
  8. The Peter Hitchens Blog The less-famous brother of the late Christopher Hitchens seems to me to be the most interesting writer of the pair.
  9. Arts and Letters Daily This is probably site that I have been visited for the longest time.
  10. Yellowbridge.com The one site I visit about China. I have spent hours using its character flashcards.

To be honest, I don't spend much time visiting China sites. There are just too many know-it-alls who have a superficial knowledge of China.

Earlier my Chinese blogging career, I realized that there was no way that I was going to be able to compete with these other China bloggers and sites. For one thing, there was no way that I was going to be able to garner the resources and the contacts to become a China expert or Sinologist. For another, I came to China on a whim in my middle-age. I never had romantic notions about China. So, I decided that it was best if I talked about just Andis Kaulins in China. I say the blog is a Wuxi blog but I should drop that label as well. I have negligently and sometimes deliberately not made that many contacts in Wuxi. My concerns in my blog, are my family, my reactionary political interests, my recreational interests and my spiritual journey. If it wasn't for the Internet, China would play a greater part in my thinking.

I prefer to read about China in books – especially the old books at Project Gutenberg.

I fashion myself to be a 21st Century Pepys






Sunday, October 13, 2013

The Andis Kaulins in China Weekly: October 7 to October 13, 2013

Gratitude:  Thank God for sunny autumn days in Wuxi.

Acknowledgement: I have been in China for nine years and my Chinese is still awful. I need to study more than 45 minutes a day I have been doing.

Requests: I would like verbal silence from all around me and some correspondence from any readers I might have. My email is andiskaulins@qq.com. I need help with becoming a Catholic.

The AKIC Week in Brief: The K family's life had a burden officially finished this week. Andis stayed verbally silent most of the week – no complaining or bragging allowed.

About AKIC: If you want to learn what Andis & AKIC are all about, you can visit here.

If there are things about AKIC you don't know about, like places and people I mention in the entries below, you can go here to find out what they are all about.


AKIC Weekly Features:

I in in China!  在中国, 我没有朋友。

我觉得中国女人比加拿大女人很漂亮。加拿大人是很胖!

我孩子现在在学校第一年。


I am Canadian! The hockey season has started. From half a world away, I will cheer for the Winnipeg Jets.

I also heard that Alice Munro had won the Nobel Prize for Literature. When I first heard she had won, I wasn't sure if she was Canadian. I was thinking she was some black American writer – perhaps I mixed her up with Alice Walker who I am sure is a black woman. One of the reasons I was unaware of Alice Munro being Canadian is that I made a conscious decision to ignore Can Lit. As far as I was concerned, Can Lit is a state imposed attempt at creating a genuine Canadian literature. It probably started in the Trudeau era (also known as the Can Obama era.) Can Lit was a symptom of a Canadian jealousy of America's self awareness. So I don't have an opinion of the merits of Munro's writing. Rex Murphy, in a podcast I listened to this morning, said it was of a high calibre. A Conservative blog I read said that Munro wasn't Margaret Atwood – so that was faint praise. Atwood winning the Nobel would have been as bad as Obama and Arafat and Krugman win the Nobel. I will have to see if I can find some of Munro's work on the Internet.

BTW, my favorite Canadian writers are Marc Steyn, Mordecai Richler, and Stephen Leacock.

I am Latvian (sort of)! Andis is a Latvian name.

Wuxi Peach Maoists Update: Visit here to find out how if your Peach Maoists have finally won a match-up.

Politically I am Conservative/Reactionary! The shutdown of the U.S. federal government was (is) simply political theatre. It really wasn't(isn't) much of a shutdown. To commit psychic energy to it either side is a waste of time. The whole rotten edifice of government with its overpaid workers is just going to have to come tumbling down – too many people are stupidly attached to things as they currently are.

I teach English! “I ever done that!” Who taught Chinese students to say that? I had a girl, who has been with our school for six months, use that phrase today. I could only shake my head.
I am not a freak! I am rational enough to know that I am irrational about certain things.
I like to Read! Here is what I had been working my way through the past week:
Don Colacho's Aphorisms.  There are 2,988 of them in this book that I compiled for myself.  I try to read at least one aphorism a day.  I cut and paste the better ones -- they are all profound actually -- and I put them in my weekly blog entry. (See below)
Ulysses by James Joyce.  I am following along with Frank Delaney as he slowly guides podcast listeners through Joyce's hard-to-read novel.  Delaney figures he will have the whole novel covered in about 22 years.  Delaney completed episode #174 this week and is working his way through the chapter that introduces Leopold Bloom. I am getting ahead of Delaney as far as reading the book.  I will be finished my reading of it, I figure, in a year. I read the novel despite its many blasphemies. It is best to be aware of this stuff because the world is full of it, and the world will always find a way of slapping you in the face with it

The Holy Bible King James Version.   I have finished The General Epistle of Jude and am now reading the Book of Revelations.

Columns by Father Schall. I have been able to take all his archived writings and place them on the Dotdotdot app.

The Catechism of the Catholic Church. Like Father Schall's writings, I have been able to place its contents on the Dotdotdot app.

Mao Zedong: Man, Not God by Quan Yanchi. A Hagiography given to me by a local.

Quo Vadis by Henrik Sienkiewicz. One of the first Catholic novels if my source on the Internet is to be believed. I put the book on my Ipod, thinking I would read it when I didn't have access to my Ipad, but now I am reading it on my Ipad.

Memoirs of Life and Literature by WH Mallock. A great book. I can't believe I hadn't heard of this writer till this year.

Enoch and the Gorilla by Flannery O'Connor. I am reading short stories by O'Connor and from the Columbia Anthology. The short story of a loner stealing a Gorilla suit is flush with spiritual meaning.

The Columbia Anthology of Modern Chinese Literature edited by Joseph S.M. Lau & Howard Goldblatt. I am reading stories at random from this book. There is a story called Hands that I am quite taken with. I don't know why I didn't “pick up” this book sooner. Reading the few stories I have has told me more about China than reading a history ever could.



I like to take photos

I like to make videos

I like to cut and paste quotations:
320 A Catholic should simplify his life and complicate his thought. [My Life is exceedingly simple.]
325 Solitude is the laboratory where commonplaces are verified.
327 Neither imitation of the past, nor of the present, is an infallible remedy. Nothing saves the mediocre from their mediocrity. [Does this mean that there is no hope for me? LECTOR: Yes!]
332 Wisdom, in this century, consists above all in knowing how to put up with vulgarity without becoming upset. [Vulgarity, at this stage of history is boring.]
334 Today more than ever man runs after any fool who invites him along on the trip, deaf to the lookout keeping watch on the ruined roads and the collapsed bridges. [I want to cease being that fool and somehow play the role of the lookout. I could be the lookout now but I don't relish the prospect of being ignored. I want to stay in the paradise of reclusiveness where no one ignores you.]
335 The prophet who accurately foretells the growing corruption of a society is not believed, because the more that corruption grows, the less it is noticed by the corrupt. [The people who complained when Elvis and the Beatles appeared were right. They were suppressed however.]
337 The basic problem of every former colony – the problem of intellectual servitude, of impoverished tradition, of subaltern spirituality, of inauthentic civilization, of obligatory and shameful imitation – has been resolved for me with supreme simplicity: Catholicism is my native land. [As a Canadian, I feel the same way. Colacho was South American.]

A more interesting question than whether the collapse will take place is why it has not so far taken place. The answer is the mutually assured rottenness of all currencies, which is a little like the Cold War’s mutually assured destruction.
David Warren:
Lest gentle reader be alarmed, I want first to assure him (or her!) that I do not doubt the world may be coming to an end. It would be un-Catholic to reject this constant possibility. But if only for the sake of argument, let me put it to you: What if the end doesn't come soon? What if, rash as this may sound, many living at this hour are fated to die in their beds of old age? [Warren's and Dalrymple's quotes deal with a question I have been wondering about lately. Is this collapse going to happen? And why hasn't it happened yet?]

W. H. Mallock. “Memoirs of Life and Literature.
To praise others was a pleasure to him as natural as that of being praised himself. [I am not like that. I should learn to be.]

Kingsley Amis:
“There’s little point in writing if you can’t annoy somebody.”   [I have annoyed some people I am proud to say with my blogging. I have to get back to lampooning Wuxi Expat Perverts.]
1)"What Americans don’t want to admit… is that not only is there not a contradiction between state regulation and freedom, but in order for us to actually be free in our social interactions, there must be an extremely elaborated network of health, law, institutions, moral rules and so on."

2)Žižek sees the controversy over Obama-aid in the US - and the Republican-forced government shutdown - as emblematic of Obama touching "the nerve of what is false in American everyday ideology of freedom."

3)...he claims, many Americans see universal healthcare as a restriction on their freedom to choose a doctor: "well f*ck it, I feel much more free if I simply don’t have to think about that. Like with electricity. I’m very glad to renounce the freedom to choose my water or electricity suppliers: because can you imagine having to make all these choices?"

4)On The Clash: "I like their activity … they were engaged [politically]. So I like everything about them … except their music."

[Slabo Ziwicked, or whatever his name is, is some sort of Leftist. I found the interview with him linked in the Arts and Letters Daily. I have numbered these four quotations so I can deal with each in turn. 1) This looks like a straw man form of argumentation. Who are these Americans who don't believe there must be an extremely elaborated network of health, law, institutions, moral rules and so on? 2) This Ziwicked is ignorant of what the controversy is about. That is all I take away from this statement. 3) What other freedoms is this Ziwicked willing to renounce? What other choices would he rather not have us choose to make? And just because he doesn't want the inconvenience, what gives him the right to not let others deal with in their own way? Is he okay with renouncing the choice of how we should deal with the poorer and more unfortunate among us? It would be nice if we didn't have to think about people in poverty and whoop it up and have a good time. You give up freedom, you give up responsibility and your conscience. 4) I always thought it was a shame that the Clash were engaged politically. I only liked their music and their aesthetic. But as I look at music videos of the Clash, I see they were hacks musically. So I will agree with Ziwicked that the music of the Clash wasn't so great.

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Sunday, October 6, 2013

The Andis Kaulins in China Weekly: September 30 to October 6, 2013

Gratitude:  Thank God for holidays!

Acknowledgement: I let my son get away with too many bad habits. I have a hard time getting him to respect my authority. He sees me more as an older brother than a father.

Requests: I want some solutions or some decisions made about my quandaries. I have to make these decisions but I wish I had a strong inclinations to make my decisions easy. I want no more hemming and hawing.

The AKIC Week in Brief: It was a holiday for me except for Thursday and Friday. I had three good meals in a restaurant. I watch three movies on my Ipad.

About AKIC: If you want to learn what Andis & AKIC are all about, you can visit here.

If there are things about AKIC you don't know about, like places and people I mention in the entries below, you can go here to find out what they are all about.


AKIC Weekly Features:

I in in China!  我的爱好是博客和学习中国和视频。我很喜欢看书,看电影,和看火车。

I am Canadian! You could say Canada is a shitty little country with a lot of land. I would be lying if I said that thought never crossed my mind. But if asked to sign a testament saying I agreed with that thought, I wouldn't because it is not completely true (Also, it would upset people) Canada is a country with an identity crisis. It is great but it doesn't know why. It is not satisfied with its greatness as it is, and is trying to be something that it isn't.

I am Latvian (sort of)! I can't think of anything original to say about my Lativian-ness. So, I will say it again. My father was from Riga. My mother was from Bauska. They left Latvia when the Soviet Communist armies came into their country in 1945. My parents were eventually able to make it to Canada. In fact, it was in Canada that they meet.

Wuxi Peach Maoists Update: Visit here to find out how your Peach Maoists did in week four.

Politically I am Conservative/Reactionary! What is the difference between Fascism and Communism? Not much. Aren't reactionaries Fascist? No. The Left's labelling of its opponents is all wrong.

I teach English! Conversational English that is.
I am not a freak! It is more apt to say that I am a victim of the modern age and Leftist thinking.
I like to Read! Here is what I had been working my way through the past week:
Don Colacho's Aphorisms.  There are 2,988 of them in this book that I compiled for myself.  I try to read at least one aphorism a day.  I cut and paste the better ones -- they are all profound actually -- and I put them in my weekly blog entry. (See below)
Ulysses by James Joyce.  I am following along with Frank Delaney as he slowly guides podcast listeners through Joyce's hard-to-read novel.  Delaney figures he will have the whole novel covered in about 22 years.  Delaney completed episode #173 this week and is working his way through the chapter that introduces Leopold Bloom. I am getting ahead of Delaney as far as reading the book.  I will be finished my reading of it, I figure, in a year. I read the novel despite its many blasphemies. It is best to be aware of this stuff because the world is full of it, and the world will always find a way of slapping you in the face with it

The Holy Bible King James Version.   This past week, I have finished reading the First, Second, and Third Epistles General of John.

Columns by Father Schall. I have been able to take all his archived writings and place them on the Dotdotdot app.

The Catechism of the Catholic Church. Like Father Schall's writings, I have been able to place its contents on the Dotdotdot app.

The Search for Modern China by Jonathan Spence. Finished. David Warren recommended this book despite, he said, its having flaws. I notice the flaws as the book gets into the 1980s. You would think it was drawn from sources approved by the Chinese Communist Party, relying too much on statistical tables and party documents. But this is not to say that it was an uncritical book, for the book ends with the 1989 Beijing massacres. However, one reads the book and suspects that is so much that hasn't been learned about the Cultural Revolution and the Beijing Massacres, and probably won't till the current regime in China is changed and archives become accessible to historians.

Mao Zedong: Man, Not God by Quan Yanchi. A Hagiography given to me by a local.

Quo Vadis by Henrik Sienkiewicz. One of the first Catholic novels if my source on the Internet is to be believed. I put the book on my Ipod, thinking I would read it when I didn't have access to my Ipad, but now I am reading it on my Ipad.

Sophie Q's Diary by Ding Ling. A short story I read after mention of it was made in The Search for Modern China. Ding Ling, I read, became a hardline Communist who was charged with Rightism during the Cultural Revolution and thus did five years of hard labour before she was rehabilitated. The story itself seemed nothing special to mebut was revolutionary when written because of its frank display of a young woman's sexual feelings.


I like to take photos

I like to make videos

I like to cut and paste quotations:
Don Colacho:
277 Our aspirations, in someone else’s mouth, usually come across to us as irritating stupidity. [I want to be a writer, for instance.]
285 The unbeliever is dumbfounded that his arguments do not alarm the Catholic, forgetting that the Catholic is a vanquished unbeliever. His objections are the foundations of our faith. [That is why Simon of the Desert can be considered a Catholic movie]
304 The fool does not content himself with violating an ethical rule: he claims that his transgression becomes a new rule.
305. In a bourgeois country, just as in a Communist land, they disapprove of “escapism” as a solitary vice, as a debilitating and wretched perversion. Modern society discredits the fugitive so that no one will listen to his account of his journey. Art or history, man's imagination or his tragic and noble destiny, these are not criteria which modern mediocrity will tolerate. “Escapism” is the fleeting vision of abolished splendors and the probability of an implacable verdict on today's society. [Funny, I have read Colacho's 2988 aphorisms two times and I don't remember being struck by the aptness of this aphorism till this week. It seems that we are daily bombarded with images of escapism but it is a modern escapism that seems to offer one the option of having one's cake and being able to eat it too. This modern escapism is also ironical. But it is an irony that bites the hand that feeds it. This modern escapism is full of style. The escapist of mass entertainment is cool and the one thing that is necessary for this cool escapist is sex. Real escapism escapes sex. Real escapism is monastical. Thus real escapism cannot be accepted by the real world.]


(As you had guessed, the CanLit crowd is more inbred that the mythical “hillbillies” who populate their treasured anti-American fever dreams.) At one of Lord Black’s London dinner parties, diplomat (!) Daniel Bernard famously called Israel a “shitty little country,” a remark Lady Black duly reported and condemned in the Daily Telegraph. Although my fellow Canadian, the former Barbara Amiel, is conventionally patriotic, I wonder if she’d agree with me that at times like this, that inelegant phrase is a pretty apt description of “our home and native land.” [I commented on this quote, earlier in this entry in the Canada section.]

I went to a talk addressed by social psychologist Jonathan Haidt, who wrote this really terrific book about our moral faculty. The big takeaway from the book (though there is much, much more in it than just this) is that our moral intuitions can be modeled in five dimensions: Care/Harm, Fairness/Cheating, Loyalty/Betrayal, Authority/Subversion, and Sanctity/Degradation. People who identify as liberal are strong on the first two dimensions but light on the other three; conservatives are better balanced. That made liberals mad (see the one-star reviews on Amazon), though Haidt says he’s mainly liberal in sentiments. [The people I know of are particularly unbalanced on the Sanctity/Degradation front. The model of moral intuition does seem very compelling and reasonable to my way of thinking. However, I don't think of myself as being balanced even though I am of the conservative and reactionary persuasion. How is my moral intuition unbalanced? Probably on the Care/Harm dimension. I have a nasty habit of being selfish.]



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