There is some kind of building project going on in front of the right hand side buildings.
I was hoping to go to the Red Lion tonight. Tony initially promised to go but changed his mind. I asked three others but they were busy. So, I’ll be spending the evening and night at the Wuxi Ivy Park apartment. It is probably just as well that I don’t go because I can’t naturally enjoy or not enjoy these outings. I have to fight existential despair — what a pretentious way of putting it — and not be able to find a way to just have a good time. No matter how much experience should prepare me for nothing-will-happen, I find myself full of resentment. (resentment at what?)
I prayed the rosary this afternoon. Doing this prayer as often as I do, I believe the devil is real. I often find, when my mind wanders, these dark thoughts coming into my mind where either I imagine my resentments acted out or some evil act depicted in a movie,
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