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 This entry, this Sunday evening entry is a dump of thoughts and phrases jotted down into the notes app of my iPhones

They either thinking about you or they’re not or very little.

You shouldn’t have bothered.

You should not bother.

Listening to Billy Joe Shaver, the Crow soundtrack, Duran Duran,  AC DC’s Heatseeker, The Clash’s Janie Jones, Foreigner’s Dirty White Boy, and New Order.

Reading James Joyce. Neil Oliver says Joyce’s Ulysses is a masterpiece.

Reading Czeslaw Milosz.  I hope I spelt his name properly.  Good read he is.

How well are my Greetings from Andis Kaulins videos doing?  Not much viewership on YouTube.  Maybe one has garnered any traffic.  On WeChat, it depends upon to which Channel they are uploaded.  On my Chateaubriand channel, they usually get at least 300 views; on my wuxiandis channel, not so much.  This seems strange because I have 160 followers on wuxiandis, and only 16 on Chateaubriand.  Maybe I should legally change my name to Chateaubriand; or more practically I should become the writer Chateaubriand, and  the vlogger Chateaubriand as well.

They look to be girlfriend and boyfriend.  But the more I observe them, they seem more like nurse and gobbering patient.  The boy looks dull and timid.

Is there a Lake Normal?  There is a Lake Erie.

Avoidant Personality disorder.

I heard Christmas music at the 85 degree bakery.  Feliz Navidad!  Looking forward to 2024 Christmas, am I?  No.  I won’t be celebrating it except by doing things to honor the birth of our savior.  Otherwise, I’m hoping not to get any gifts.  Because I’m not feeling attached enough to anyone, outside of my Jenny and my Tony, to exchange gifts with them.  No gift giving in the K family.  Christ is King!  That’s the important thing.