4:57 AM View

 I didn’t wake up feeling refreshed.  I don’t think I ever do.  It is either by force of will or force of fear or force of habit that I get up so early 

I don’t have much work to do.

I found this book of essays by Czeslaw Milosz at my school.  I’m reading it now.  Takeaways.  Communism is not good for orchards.  The family farm that was owned for generations.